I started Raspberry Daydreams, because I was exploring Life.. well, to put it plainly- I didn’t know what I want in life.
I knew a list of things I enjoyed and the things I dislike.. with the information in mind, I made plans for 2015- I wanted take a break, start a family, travel and explore new cafes with Blueberry.
Then shit happened.
Most of the plans didn’t come to pass.. At the end of 2015, I was shattered and couldn’t help to wonder if sharing(my plans on my blog) jinxed my future. It took sometime, before I could let go of my disappointments (and other emotional baggage) and be at peace.
I know God has plans for me… but from my perspective, my future seems to be under construction- Danger, Keep out! I don’t know what’s beyond these barriers.. guess I’ve to believe they are good plans.
Anyway, back to the story.. It’s been 2 years since I started this blog, and I still don’t know what I want in life.
I thought I knew, and I made plans.. but they don’t seem work out.. *puzzled*
Maybe all these planning and goal setting isn’t the way to go.. Perhaps, I should stop what I’ve been doing and just go with the flow.. Is that how life should be?
Even though I can’t predict the future, I can’t help thinking how things would turn out to be. 🙂
“When will I have kids? When will I see the cherry blossoms?”
I guess I won’t know the things (beyond the construction barrier) for now.