I haven’t been blogging, because I think I lost my blogging “voice”.. or mojo.
After Doggie’s diagnosis, I’m been struggling to stay positive.
Every draft I wrote has a sad “feel” to it.
Everything just feels so “blah”… “flat”.. or “deflated”.
I not sure where I left my humor.. or did I ever had one?
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I never wanted to stop blogging..
This is supposed to be a journal of my silly life.
My happiness… sadness… daydreams.. and stupid stories.
But I can’t.
.. I don’t have the strength to blog.
Every time I see Doggie, he deteriorates a little from the last time I saw him.
Besides feeding him medication and grooming, I wish there was something I could do to take away all his suffering.. It fucking sucks.
Argh. I don’t know how to end this post.. let me just end abruptly here.
Good night, Everyone.